| 劢's profile孙劢在德国PhotosBlogLists | Help |
孙劢在德国Sun Mai in Deutschland |
|||||||||||||||||||
|
雕塑和素描等作品。
|
11/19/2009 Föhn真的很可怕 Föhn据说(据Wikipedia)中文叫焚风,是出现在山脉背后的温热风。这几天德国南部就被这股风吹的气温骤升,以前只听别人提起过,这种风是冬天从阿尔卑斯山吹来的暖风,虽然可以打破冬季的寒冷,但是很多人都会因为这个风而引发头痛。那个时候不知道这是为什么,也不能理解,从小到大都在寒冷的北京,心想如果深冬时节突然来一阵暖风应该是很舒服的吧。不过这个星期我才领略到焚风的厉害,星期一早上起床,左边脑袋就剧痛,最开始以为是睡觉着凉了。骑车出门才发现,气温大概升高了有10度,我穿着平时的衣服骑到实验室的时候,全身都汗湿了。头疼也不能集中精力,到了实验室我上星期订的东西也没到,什么也做不了,勉强看了一天的Paper,5点多就回家了。 回家以后立刻对大自然甘拜下风,很快就上床睡觉了。今天Föhn已经基本过去了,幸亏我星期一早早睡觉了,这一周过得还不错,周二去上英语课的时候,有同学说头很痛,浑身无力,我倒没有这个感觉。看来冬天就得冷,夏天就得热才行。无聊的结论 9/22/2009 一個想用愛制造和平的人 今天終于動筆添加第一篇宣誓寫日志以后的日志,時間過去快三個月了。寫物我不太擅長,所以以后的日志可能都是寫心了,心有所感才會記下來。 偶爾在Youtube上看到了這個電影的意大利文版,雖然刪節到50分鐘仍然令我非常感動,于是在VeryCD上找了很久,但大多鏈接都已經失效了。最后在一個天主教網站上找到了,下載來看,深有感觸,收藏在我并不大的硬盤上。這是一部描寫前任教宗若望保祿二世在當選教宗之前的電影:“Karol a man who became pope” 影片從Karol的青年時代開始,年輕時他的志向是成為一個話劇演員,有一個深深愛著的女朋友。但是,時代不允許這么小資產階級的生活方式存在,波蘭淪陷,蘇聯背叛,祖國任人宰割。年輕的他經歷了許久的思想斗爭,與其說是思想斗爭不如說是在和天主的派遣做斗爭。不過在自己的好友,一名年輕神父,被德國人槍殺以后,他懷著極度痛苦毅然舍棄了一個人的愛情而投身于天主的愛情事業中去了——他成了一名年輕神父。德國投降以后,波蘭的噩夢才剛剛開始。90%人口信仰天主教的波蘭,迎來了蘇共的統治時代。神父被軟禁,主教被軟禁,教徒被追趕,Karol也被監聽。但是他與別人不同,別人抵抗,就被抓起來,而他在整個時期沒有說過反對政府的一句話,因為他相信:世界要被愛征服。在法西斯時代,他曾偶遇了一個裁縫,裁縫跟他講愛、講生命,他反問:面對外面這些法西斯,你怎么能跟我談愛。裁縫說,法西斯早晚要滅亡,因為他們會被他們自己的邪惡所淹沒,但是如果世界不被愛充滿的話,法西斯會以另外一個名字重新來到。Karol始終相信愛能戰勝一切,當他和學生在課堂上聽說起義的工人被血腥鎮壓的時候,學生想武力還擊,他跟學生說:他們不怕你們手中的武器,然而卻怕你口里說的話。Karol的生活像一個普通的神父,聽告解,主持彌撒,完全不理會政治,從不批評獨裁者反而和獨裁者討價還價。以至于蘇俄的人都認為讓他成為主教是沒有任何問題的。愛的力量是強大的,做了主教以后的Karol繼續宣講基督愛的真道,帶領工人抗爭建立一座新教堂的權利。這一切終于讓獨裁政府害怕了,他們決定用他們慣用的手法除掉這個人,就在這時,他繼承了伯多祿宗座,成了基督在地上的代言人。 影片中還有很多小小的令人感動的細節。最令我動容的還是他一如既往的微笑,對朋友,對敵人。也有一些令我發笑的情節。影片最后,當Karol在羅馬秘密會議選舉教宗的時候,波蘭的秘密警察對話,A:“If he becomes the primate(波蘭的總主教), all the pols will behind him.” B:"Make him die." A 大驚,以至于差點從樓梯跌到 并說:are you out of your mind?!看到這個對話我大笑,我只能說波蘭人太單純了。 總之,這是一個值得推薦的電影,不是宗教片,講述的是人性的意義。 Karol在繼承宗座以后的第一句話就是“不要害怕!” 7/25/2009 恢复写日志吧 突然发现,岁月居然也在我脸上留下了痕迹,头发越来越稀少。虽然一如既往还是年轻人,但是开始发现,过往的一切,心里所思量的需要用文字记录下来了。所以对自己说:恢复写日志吧!原来总觉得反正一切都装在脑子里呢,美好的时光留在心里就好。现在却发现,写下来,什么时候再去读它,穿越时光的感觉也很好。 3/31/2009 好久好久没更新啦 好久好久没更新啦,看上一次敷衍的上传兔子戴眼镜都已经是半年前的事情了。 嘿嘿,最近实验很忙,不过进展很快,怀着期待,蛋白结构应该能在几个月内解出来。这个周末刚刚去瑞士的光源收了数据,没想到我最菜数据却最好,大概新人人品比较好吧? 上传一点照片看看。 6/24/2008 理解世界无本质 人的思维似乎有一种追求事物本质的渴望,但是事物有没有所谓的本质? 在我看来,追求事物的本质,让人永远停留在一个怪圈里面。追求宇宙的本质发展出来科学和哲学,现代科学研究的越深入带来的问题就越多,知道的东西越多反而让人们发现不知道的东西更多;哲学的研究揭开了很多事物的内幕和联系,但是终不能解决根本的形而上问题:世界的本源是什么?对神的本质的探讨让人起了不信神的念头,罪恶也从此而起。圣经《创世纪》中亚当夏娃的故事,巴别通天塔的故事都启示了人们,对事物本质的追求给人们带来的只是苦痛、分离和烦恼。对于事物存在一个本质的想法也让人们永远停留在现世的轮回中。 我总爱举一个简单的例子来说什么是事物的本质。在Gregor Mendel(1822-1884)的时代,揭示遗传学分离和自由组合定律似乎就是揭示了很多遗传现象的本质,但是在今天分离和自由组合已经成了一种DNA分子在减数分裂中的现象;这种DNA分子的现象的本质又是在蛋白质组分协助下的亲核反应;亲核反应又是分子轨道重新排列的现象。原来的本质在人们看到更深入的层面上时,就变成了一种现象。现在的科学研究已经快要达到人们可以观察到的极限,试想在超越我们观察范围以外的世界里,是否还存在这样一步一步向下现象——》本质的关系呢?也许在那里什么都没有了。 另外的例子是什么是所谓的“物质”,我对“物质”的定义就是“没有”。我们能摸到物体是因为一种相互作用,是电子云的互相排斥,能看到物体是因为光子引发的能量跃迁导致的电信号变化。不过这一切都发生在我们不能准确表达的量子层面。我常常问:有没有物质是和周围完全没有相互作用的呢?这种物质是不是比我们能看到摸到的物质更多呢? 世界到底有没有本质,我认为世界没有本质,事物作为独立的个体也没有本质,如果问:没有本质是不是事物的本质?回答是否定的。 5/20/2008 為陣痛之后的中國祈禱上周末去Odeonsplatz參加了慕尼黑中國學生會和中的友好協會的募捐活動,3分鐘的默哀不知道大家都在想什么。對于受到災情影響的每一個個體,沒有陣痛,只有不幸或者萬幸兩種結果,遭遇不幸的人我們沒辦法安慰,只能不出聲的默默祈禱并且伸出援手。3分鐘里我還在想,對于災難后的整個中國或者所有華人,希望這次是像唐山地震一樣脫胎換骨之前的陣痛。我們可以停下來反思,不光是那些具體的問題,“豆腐渣工程”,趁機發國難財的,災難反應應急預案之類,也許也可以反思人的價值,緬甸一陣風卷走了近8萬人的生命,中國這一震還不知道會有多少人從此在天上,人類在這個地上的價值是什么,怎樣才是尊重“人”。 這一段時間我一直在思考,中國最需要的是什么。固然中國需要發出聲音,需要滿腔熱情的年輕人,但是我們也許有點浮躁了。浮躁可能是前輩們形容我們“80後”最最常用的詞語。不禁問自己,浮躁是不是對我們生命的輕視?缺乏個人奮斗的精神,缺乏團體協作共同奮斗的興趣,徒有少年得志的輕狂,已經普遍蔓延在“80後”的所謂“精英”里面,這是不是在浪費我們的生命,是不是在慢性謀殺我們的國家和民族的前途? 5/3/2008 不会忘记的内存——“memristor”你有没有遇到过紧张加班的时候突然停电的状况?旅行途中赶忙写企划书的时候笔记标本电脑突然电池不足?或者是每天都遇到的早上上班坐在计算机前等待计算机开机要抓狂,这一切都随着HP 实验室Stan Williams本周发表的新发现memristor而成为历史。 《自然》杂志新闻 2008年4月30日在线发布。 Published online 30 April 2008 | Nature | doi:10.1038/news.2008.789 Found: the missing circuit elementDescribed in 1971, made in 2008: 'memristors' promise a computer revolution.
High-school physics students grappling with the delights of capacitors, inductors and resistors will be groaning into their exercise books. Electronics experts in California have finally succeeded in proving the existence of a fourth fundamental unit of electronic circuits: the 'memristor'. The existence of the memristor, short for 'memory resistor', was first suggested in 1971, but only now have researchers succeeded in creating a real, working example. They hope that the new components could revolutionize computing, promising an end to frustrating waits for your computer to boot up. "A memristor is essentially a resistor with memory," explains Stan Williams of HP Labs in Palo Alto, California, who reports the memristor's creation in this week's Nature. "The actual resistance of the memristor changes depending on the amount of voltage and the time for which that voltage has been applied to the device." That means that a computer created from memristive circuits can 'remember' what has happened to it previously, and freeze that memory when the circuit is turned off. This quality could allow computers to turn off and on again in an instant, as all the components could revert to their last state instantly, rather than having to 'boot up'. Size problemsWilliams and his colleagues created a memristor while experimenting with very tiny circuits. They sandwiched a nanoscopic film of a semiconductor (titanium dioxide) between two slivers of metal (platinum). Those are standard materials; the trick is to make the component just 5 nanometres wide — about 10,000 times thinner than a human hair. It's only at the nanoscale that the behaviour of memristors begins to be detectable, Williams says. Any larger and they behave just like ordinary resistors, where resistance is equal to the voltage divided by the current. Electronics were originally developed at a scale far too large to see these effects and only recently have researchers been able to work at that scale. That's probably one reason why the idea has mouldered on the shelf for 37 years, suggests Leon Chua, the electrical engineer at the University of California, Berkeley, who first postulated the existence of memristors in a 1971 paper. Six years after reading Chua's 1971 work, Williams and his team managed to make the tiny device. The scale of the project was not the only challenge. The mathematics underlying the principle were not simple, says Williams. "The original prediction and the papers in which the prediction appeared were very heavy mathematically, so it required a very significant investment in order to read those papers," he says. Chua, somewhat modestly, disagrees, and thinks the idea may have struggled to find its feet simply because it is so weird. "It's not really that difficult — it is more that it is sort of heretical. Nobody would believe this was the case because it sounds unnatural in some sense." Volatile discoveryChua says that he is pleased that his theory has finally been proved. "I was very excited — I never thought I would live to see this happen." Now that his calculations have been vindicated, he thinks that memristors will be a big deal. They should be crucial in developing 'non-volatile' memory — the type that doesn't decay when the power is switched off. Most computers use 'volatile memory' to perform their running functions, because this offers faster access to data than the non-volatile memory used to store data on hard disks and flash devices such as iPods. Building computers with memristors might allow a full switch to non-volatile memory, doing away with power-sapping 'running memory' and allowing devices to consume far less power when operating. "Someday I imagine that you won't have to charge your cellphone or your laptop so often," says Chua. But what of the poor high-school students who now have more to learn in their electronics classes? "I believe this is going to be in textbooks in the near future," Chua says. He says that the rounding out of his theory and creation of an actual memristor should make the concept easier to grasp than it was when he first proposed it. Struggling students might be more, shall we say, resistant to progress. 2/27/2008 不能说的秘密今天才有時間看了周杰倫拍的《不能說的秘密》,只可惜這部電影沒在德國上映,我只能在網路上看看不太清晰的版本。 |
别人的博克可以看一看的
|
|||||||||||||||||
|
|